I am past the crying stage now, and if someone ever reads it, i'll need some answers.. i need to know i'm not alone and that someone else actually has gone through what i'm going lately.

Okay, so it was him!! i swear it was.. he was the one! and then, he just took a swing (something i've been through before) and it had never hurt that much, but it's fine. i didn't cry yesterday and neither have i cried today.. now, that's something, isn't it? and why have i been better these last days? cause i'm hopeful he'll change his mind. but is the situation hopeless? somehow i think he's gonna want to take me back.. something i shouldn't be thinking about, because "expectation's the root of all heartache" - william shakespeare. and if the thought of him wanting me back eventually is just helping me get through these close days, but it's gonna make me hurt even more in the long run when i discover he's actually moving on, should i continue to feed these stupid hopes?

Has it happened to you that you don't want to get over someone (like a state of mind) just because you really liked that person and because what you had was unique and you think it'd unfair just to forget it all?